LIFE'S A BITCH

27/08/09

2009-08-29T15:43:00.000+08:00

Outing!!!
Went out at 2.30pm to take camera from khalis at Boon keng mrt..DSLR sony..Im glad that he trusted me with the camera..

3pm went to the mrt station and train to orchard coz im suppose to meet my lovely frens for the first time.

I went to ion orchard with erwin at first.He just accompany me for awhile..But then he went home first to change.
I decided to meet my primary sch fren,Roza.
She just came bck from interview.
Hope she get the job..

Time flies really fast,it was 5plus and she had to go off.So..i decided to wait outside ion orchard to wait for my frens and my ex bf..

6pm and all of them arrive..Syasya frm JB,Amatos,Afad & Endika..
Wanted to walk around in ion orchard but then Afad suggest to go Far east..We walk2 around and we decided to break-fast @ Cahaya..
Ordered the food and we went down to camwhore..
hehehehehehehe...

7plus we buke.Then we drive off to Cineleisure.
Guess who i saw??ADALIUS DIEND.He's my FB fren.I wanted to say hi but i was kinda shy lahh..

We wanted to go home but then syasya wants to stay here till tomorro but there's no place to stay.Endika suggested them to stay over.

9pm we drove off to UOB.Meet erwin n frens.
Syasya,Amatos,Afad&i talked about relationship and stuffs..Kinda funny and realistic actually..

We talked and talked till late.Laugh and laugh like nobody's business.hehehehe
11pm went of to slack at podium for awhile and i went home to clean the room for the guest..
This outing was the best ever..Looking forward to this kind of outing again..

Love you guys alot3
Pics will be uploaded soon..

boredom

2009-08-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

Currently doing nothing @ the moment resting @home..Waiting for the time to Break-fast only...
Btw..Im sooooo happpyyyy...
meeting my dear friend from johor 2moro..
We goonna buke together..Yipee!!
We going Ion to walk2,window shopping,camwhore..
She's coming again on the 8th of sept to go
shopping..
I barely cnt wait for 2moro..
Gonna meet her and amat first then the other 2 will join along..
Must plan where to buke 2moro..
I have a few in mind..
-lau par sat
-simpang bedok
-geylang
-spicez
Confuse2...

Raje syasya

2009-08-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

If you cried over a boyfriend, I would be
the first person to call and make it better.
If you needed a buck, I would be the first one
to lend it. In fact, I would lend you two.
If you needed anything, I would be the first person
to give it to you. If I asked you to do for me what
I would do for you, would you?

Sorry cant paste her pic here..Smth wrong with bblogger lah..Haiya..
She a fren frm jb..Very nice girl..Gorgeous like hell..Cute..Im glad that i knw her..Going oout with her this thurs for buke..Hehehe..
Cant wait to meet her...

EarVSHeart

2009-08-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

Currently im having a three days MC..Went to the hospital yesterday after Break-Fast.
The doctor told me that my ear drum ruptured.
There's no discharge,but dried blood noticed.
Going out to the person who did this,
Look what you have done?Im still heartbroken abt all this that you did to me.Everytime im nice to you,you give me shit attitude.Ive always be patience and will always be.Dont cross over my limit whereby you gonna regret it forever..I swear you will.
A broken heart continues to beat.

You did it again. You broke my heart again.
You promised you wouldn't do that.
Promised you'd always be here for me.
Promised you'd never hurt me.
And I trusted you. Again.
I was really stupid wasn't I?

Life

2009-08-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

Currently im just at home..Waiting for time to go to the doctor..Im just sick sick sick and heart pain pain pain..Maybe let me tell you abit about my past so you dudes&dudettes will have clearer vision of me and not accusing me that im this and im that blablabla..

Thinking abt the past really made me sad.
Be it about family,Guys,Frens and even myself.
First thing is about family..
Ive lost my dad when i was 6.
Didnt knw anything at all..But as i know,
i hate him to the fullest.
Can you imagine he tried to kill me??
Luccky mama was there to protect me frm getting killed!
About my brother...
From young till now,we always fight like tom n jerry.He actually wanted a baby brother.But instead of a boy,its me.
Thats why we keep on fighting all the way..
About beloved mama..
Sigh..
Ive lost her too.
26july2006.12am.Changi hospital.I just came back from ncc training.I slept all the way.Mama called but i was lazy to pick it up.
I regretted not picking it up seriously..
I just cant accept the fact the other time..
I stayed strong but still doing things that are so stupid.
Running away frm my brother..My life totally go haywire that point of time.
Then i decided to stay with my uncle at yishun.Thought he gonna take care of me but he treats me like shit!WTH!!Had realationship with this guy name R.Overall was ok but one fine day he ask me for a break.N hes reason was,I WAS RUDE TO HIM.The situation was like this..
R,P,G&i went for lunch at Marina's KFC.I was eating then he talk to me.I just said this,"Can we talk later,coz im eating?"in a nice way some more.Then he was angry and he left me dumbfounded like that.What a past..

WHAT AN ACCIDENT OCCURS

2009-08-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

THANX TO THESE PPL WHO MADE ME KINDA CHEER UP AFTER

EVERYTHING THAT HAD HAPPENED.

Shafinaz(new bffren)

Kazz<<>

Frodo<>

Afrio

Ajie<>

Dilla<>

You guys understand me well enough although you guys dont knw me quite well.

I really apprieciate it alot.

Currently sitting down in the kitchen filling my stomach as im too hungry

coz didnt eat since morning..

What can you expect?Im sick sick sick all the way.

1st was food poisoning.That was quite ok after dat.

Then when i get transfered to parkway after two days off work,i got off.

On the night itself,i fell on the rood.What a luck?Had bruises here and there.

On my off day,i almost went deaf,well a little infact.What the hell!NO one can understand me except my frens..I cant hear,i cant stand properly,i cant walk fast,how can i cope at work?

Im sad enough right now.Tears were stuck in my eyes.Almost dropped.But all i can do is be patience.Puase is coming in a day or two.I wonder can i cope with it..??

I hope i can just drop dead!

Have to get up real early to go to the clinic.Let see what doctor have to say.If he says have to take mc,what else can i do but go to work?

5TH TO 13TH AUGUST 2009

2009-08-14T09:49:00.003+08:00

*5TH AUGUST 2009*

NISFU SYAABAN

Woah i found a job already.And i have the confidence that i will get the job.

Without wasting anymore time,i contacted roza if she's up for this job.Yes indeed.

Went out at 3pm.Met roza at suntec city since the interview is held there.Its at minitoons!!

The person explained everything and i knew i will get the job.So after everything,roza n i went off to find for other jobs,we just fill up forms blablabla..Went passed Auntie Anne.We got ourselves a Chocolate baguel..Whatever shit it is.Then i went into this nokia shop and bought my beloved brother a NOKIA E71.WOOO..He must be happy i guess..Thought wanna meet izuan but ended up going home as it was late already..Thats all for now..

Reached home at about 6plus.Waiting for brother to come back and suprise him with the phone.Hahahas..He was sexited..Yahooooooooo..I was mentioning to Aunty Zana about the job and hoped didnt get posted to Airport.Suddenly i received a phonecall.Saying that i got the job,and its at Airport T3.WTH.My mouth so suey..I have to work frm 1 till 11pm.Thats all for today.RESTRESTREST.

*6THAUGUST09*

1ST DAY OF WORK

Went out at 12.10pm as i start at 1pm.I arrived quite early.Met the supervisor(Jun Li) and she ask me to look around and stuffs..Quite intresting stuffs they have in the store.Ehehehe.

I learn quite alot of thing.Like welcoming and bidfarewell.Met Karla.She superherb.Nice and cute.Went lunch at Kopitiam..Nice2.11pm N off i go.Same shift tomorrow..Tireddddd..Leg aching like hell..

*7THAUGUST09*

2nd DAY OF WORK

Arrive 5 mins late.Met Cindy(old staff) and Sharon new staff.1st day of her working..

She 44 yrs old.old enough to become my mama.Hahaha..Had fun working with her.Off for break with the MiniBits girl(Fu GE)Talk to her in chinese all the way.We went to Terminal 2 to see the outlets there.Quite bz as there's alot of people there.I went to minibits and there's this girl working and saying me cute and stuffs in chinese and she asked me why i didnt work at minibits instead..I just laugh..Hehehe..Then went to Terminal 3 and head back go work.

My backbone was aching so badly.Damn!!Went off at 11 and home i go..

*08UGUST09*

3RD DAY OF WORK

This time round work with Cindy and Karla.I got a new uniform yipee!!!Work as usual.Tired..

I didnt eat much..I slept for 1/2 hrs..That was awesome.Looking forward for tomorrow's off and its National Day for goodness sake.OFF at 11pm.

*08AUGUST09*

NATIONAL DAY

MY 1ST OFF DAY

Yeah.Finally after 3 days of working..OFF!!Going out with everyone..

Family luh.Went to catch fireworks at 1 fullerton.Then after that went to KFC for supper.YUm2..My fave cheese fries and coleslaw..Arghhh..Then went home.

Had fun!!!!!New scheldule out for work.

MON-WED

10amto8pm

THURS-FRI

OFF

SAT

1PMTO11PM

SUN

10AM8PM

*10THAUGUST09*

4TH DAY OF WORK

Met new staff name,Clarissa.Nice name.Clare for a short one.She likes to cling on ppl.

We even went for break together at Terminal 2 Macdonald.I ordered double cheese burger and apple pie.I was so full till my tummy hurts alot.Went to shit alot of time.And its time to go home.Went home with a tummy ache.Ouchhhhhhhhhhh...

*11THAUGUST09*

I took MC.My tummy hurts alot.Went to the doctor and he said that i kena food poisoning.Wth.Its akk becoz of that stupid macdonald!!!Then rest at home all the way..Didnt do anything at all

*12THAUGUST09*

Stayed home and rest!!!!

*13THAUGUST09*

I requested to my supervisor to transfer to Parkway Parade and i succesfully got it.I have roza there at PP..Yahoo..Rest at home again..

upcoming gig

2009-07-29T19:39:00.003+08:00

CONVERSATION

2009-07-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

Guy:heyhey. thanks for the add. life's good. yep2. hows urs?

Me:fine but love life no.how about yours?you remember me right?

Guy:love life no? why? hmm. gf & i are doing fine. yep2. hmm. remember u? hmm. i cant really recall. sorry2.

Me:Just finding a guy who can convince my heart.Ohh i know your gf.Im the from the band that perform on sat.The band that have 2 vocalist.

Guy:ouhhh. relax. we still need to enjoy. dats wat i learn in a r/s now. nothing is forever. no matter how we commit in the r/s, there'll be something dat is in the way. trust me. i've been attached for 2 years 2 months alrdy. nothing can go smoothly unless u found someone who acts like an angel. anw, how u know my gf? and, yea, i remember u. :) nice vocals.

Me:glad that yours is fine.my past relationships,worst then ever.i know her becoz she used to hangout with my friends and i.thanx for the comments btw.

Guy:ohh.. i see.. hmm.. u really need to find the right one, go on a date first. no matter how much u love dat guy, if he treats u like trash, den forget him. but for now, dnt think too much, cause for me, thinking too much wont change a single thing. u'll end up suffering. so, ENJOI. :)

Me:Worst of all i never been dating before.how pathetic.Thanxx for your advise btw.Hw old are you btw?

Guy:chill. take ur time. not to worry. hmm. no problem. erm, same age as my gf. 17.

upcoming gig

2009-07-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

upcoming gig

2009-07-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

25/7,26/7

2009-07-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

* note that VERMILLION HAS PULLED OUT DUE TO H1N1

*** Ivory also pulled out due to drummer**

Every Rage i seek also pulled out due to work*

replacing bands : Ruins and Remains

Framework Tragedy

Behead The mannequin

130-2pm-----------Starlit Sky

2-230pm-----------ENSTRUNG

230-3pm----------Fatal Attraction

3-330pm---------- Ruins and Remains

330-4pm----------- Platform Gap

4-430pm---------- Lyssa's Requiem

430-5pm---------- No Rest For Weary

5-530pm---------- Arsonist Treason

530-6pm---------- Mirror You Miroki

6-630pm--------- StraightForward

630-7pm--------- Within Absence

7-730pm------------ Behead The mannequin

730-8pm-------------Reckless Landing

8-830pm------------ Dyeth

830-9pm-------------FrameWork Tragedy

9-930pm-------- Dante's Theory

930-10pm----------Past Blow& Revelations

Gig was awesome!!Had a blast and was sweating like hell.No wonder it is call sweet or sweat.

Its was obviously sweat lah.Fancy not on-ing the aircon.Wth.HAHAHA

Was not in a mood actually,due to some reasons but after awhile it was okay.

Went with erwin and met my frens there after dat.Anna and sofie came but unfortunately they have to leave due to some reasons.Sad2..I was asking about Suraya all the way.IMY la Su.Haishh..Waited and waited for straight foward's set.They were the best!!!They played my fave song,STOLEN PRIDE!!

"THIS IS WHAT WE LIVE FOR"

OUR PRIDE OUR GLORY!!

YEAH

HAHAHAHA..Then soon it was my band.Wasnt sweating at first.Then i was sweating like hell.I enjoy our set alot.It was the best after the one in KL..After that went to uob to meet up with the ALWAYS.hahas.I talked to qilah all the way about her work and then elfac called me and we chatted all the way till im going home.Tired like hell.Leg was aching already.Thats all about my SATURDAY

Today??

As usual,stayed at home.Woke up clean hse,ate lunch,chatted with victoria,elfac,goregirl.

Today is LiverpoolVSSINGAPORE

Ahaahah..Singapore KENTAL..5-0 weyh..K thats about it

wow

2009-07-24T19:49:00.002+08:00

SUICIDE SILENCE

No Time To Bleed6/30
Since their inception in 2004, the Riverside, CA quintet SUICIDESILENCE have worked feverishly to carve out their ownunique niche within the metal scene and in doing so they developedan undeniable buzz with legions of diehard supporters.Now the group are poised to take things to the next level withtheir monstrous new offering, No Time To Bleed, which wasrecorded with acclaimed producer Machine (Lamb Of God).This summer, blood will be shed.

Tracklisting:

01. Wake Up

02. Lifted0

3. Smoke

04. Something Invisible

05. No Time To Bleed

06. Suffer

07. ...And She Bled

08. Wasted

09. Your Creations

10. Genocide

11. Disengage

Soooo long

2009-07-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

HEYS..Have not been blogging for quite sometimes.Kinda busy settling things with some ppl.Lets start from last monday

Went to Plaza Singapura to catch Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince.Watch

with Erwin,Pai & Zacky.Now i cant wait for the last Harry Potter.Poor thing DumBledore died.I wonder how Harry Potter going to handle that stupid "DARK LORD".Well we can

just wait and see..

Tues,Wed just sit at home do nothing..

Yesterday went jamming with the band cause we had last minute info on performing at odiocrib tomorrow..Today didint go anywhere cause resting for tomorrow's gig.Perform at 7pm.So late..HAhahhasss.

What i did today?Get on the comp when bro came back frm school..Then wrote down lyrics to learn for next gig.Went online at msn n there goes my msn,SPOILT!!WTH

Well forget about that..Went on myspace and yes!Finally he(Shahrin) commented me..Arghh!!Miss chatting with him la.HHEEEHHH..We chatted for awhile.And he got to go off..Woah sad or what?Nevermind,there's always next time.Chatted with Nia too.Kinda miss her lahh..

Maybe thonning later on with the boys(Pai,Ajie,Mizam)not confirm..

Bored to death!!!

H1N1

2009-07-19T15:54:00.001+08:00

SINGAPORE: A 49—year—old H1N1 patient, with multiple health problems, died on Saturday afternoon. The Ministry of Health (MOH) said in a statement that he died of a heart attack, contributed by severe pneumonia and H1N1 infection.
The victim, who had diabetes, hypertension and high cholesterol, was admitted to Changi General Hospital on July 16 after four days of flu—like symptoms.
MOH added that a 55—year—old man, also with multiple health problems, is the latest H1N1 patient to be admitted to intensive care.
He was tested positive for H1N1 after being admitted into Singapore General Hospital’s (SGH) intensive care unit.
He went to SGH on July 17, complaining of shortness of breath and fever, and was admitted after investigations showed that he had suffered an acute heart attack. The patient is currently in stable condition.
MOH said while the majority of H1N1 cases remains mild, the virus can cause complications and even death in high—risk individuals with underlying medical conditions.
Individuals in the high—risk group are advised to seek prompt medical attention if they suffer flu—like symptoms such as fever, cough, sore throat and runny nose.
Members of the public who develop influenza—like illness can visit their nearest Pandemic Preparedness Clinic or their GP clinics for initial assessment and treatment.
If symptoms are severe, such as breathlessness and chest pains, members of the public are advised to call 995 immediately for an emergency ambulance.

WHAT A DAY

2009-07-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

Heys.Finally ive settle things..After crying my hearts out,i felt better.Thnxx Dear boy.You made my day.Im glad.Now just slacking at podium with Big Boy and Erwin.Bored waiting for mama and others.Going riding ah.Hurray2.Big Boy driving..Haha..Kinda bored like hell..Tomorrow gig..Performing with Murdered for the first time.Hah.Performing at crawlspace..Gig start at 4 ends at 6.30..We are the second band.1ST NO REST FOR THE WEARY.Hope eveything turns out smoothly tomorrow.Im kinda sleepy now...NYTES

IM HAPPY FOR YOU

2009-07-17T19:24:00.003+08:00

Congrats to you dear boy.You've passed your bike license!!Although you told me you got no high hopes,i knew you could you do it.Need not worry much now.Just take care when riding that bike of yours..Just dont be reckless..Everyone taking license here and there.Im waiting for mine though.Taking car..I have to take auto.Aunt suggest..Should i??

BLEEDS AWAY

2009-07-17T19:16:00.002+08:00

Went jamming yesterday.As usual everyone was late.I just came on time.So did Alif.I was so not in a mood.Jamming sucks.i dont know why.Maybe its because of stress that i had.Suprisingly i cried during jamming.WTH.During smokem..The part"INTEGRITY NOW BLEEDS AWAY,AS TIRED HEARTS,ARE LEFT TO DRAIN"

Lucky no one notice.Wasnt in a good mood at all.Everything in my life,RUIN!!!

I didnt do anything much today.Stayed at hm and cry my hearts out in pain.

Oh my

2009-07-16T13:35:00.002+08:00

Gosh!I miss this kl trip.The fun and craziness all

of us had.Its so memorable.

15/7/09

2009-07-16T13:21:00.002+08:00

Woke up as usual doing the normal routine that every girl does when they woke up.

As usual i go on myspace chatting with "him".He makes me happy all the time.

Never fail to make me sad.Chat with frodo and adie on msn.Update bloggie..

Did nothing much today.

More tomorrow i guess

LOVE QUOTES

2009-07-15T18:14:00.002+08:00

Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.
Alan Watts

Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves.
Blaise Pascal (1623 - 1662)

Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real.
Iris Murdoch (1919 - 1999)

Honesty is the only way with anyone, when you'll be so close as to be living inside each other's skins.
Lois McMaster Bujold, A Civil Campaign, 1999

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.
Rabbi Julius Gordon

But love is blind and lovers cannot seeThe pretty follies that themselves commit;For if they could, Cupid himself would blush To see me thus transformed to a boy.
William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616), The Merchant of Venice, Act II Scene 6

My Idols

2009-07-15T05:12:00.006+08:00

WHAT I DID TODAY?

2009-07-15T03:45:00.002+08:00

As usual i get up at 9plus helping my brothers getting ready for school and i was left alone at home.

After doing housework,i decided to rest but i was so freaking bored.i went online,myspace and upload some pics at MULTIPLY hehe.I chatted with this selayang guy name SHAHRIN.He is from this band called,DYING FOR AUTOPSY.He plays guitar.Well a cute looking guy but nah.I guess just friends.Not yet i guess,JOKING.

I cant help thinking nowadays,how is it like having bf overseas.Should try it out one day.HAHA.Well talking to him makes me relieve.At least he doesnt hurt me like some people does.Well after that went to follow one of my brother to Katong to collect his books.WEnt hm and take a nap.Around 10plus went riding.With the whole family of coz.Came back home and well here i am BLOGGING.

More updates tomorrow.

SHE'S MY EVERYTHING

2009-07-15T03:32:00.002+08:00

DEAR MAMA,Ive always pray for you day by day.Hope you would be happy up there with ALLAH.Forgive me for all my sins once again.I dont wanna see you sad up there but i am sad down here thinking of myself day by day.Im just hurt by people surrounding me.No one can understand me anymore.All they can do is hurt me.I dont know who else i could trust.I guess no one at all.Always remember,that I LOVE YOU till forever.

This cute lady over here is my beloved mum.She passed away when i was 15 yrs old.It was hurt to see her go,i felt as if i lost everything completely.I even felt as if there's nothing for me to live for in this world.But i just have to go on with my life.Going through alot independantly.But till now,im still missing her like crazy.Always cry for her,although it is not gd.Thinking of her makes me calm when i am down,hurt,having problems.No one else can replace her in my life.NEVER EVER

First Blog ever

2009-07-15T02:17:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone who is reading this blog..First time blogging though..Just wanna get the feeling how is it like blogging.But not bitching about peeople lah.Thats not me anymore..HAHASS.Lets start with an introduction about me.

Liya(thats what ppl usually call me).)09051991(my bloody bdae).marine parade(thats where i reside).

Living life full of sadness day by day without fail from the day im born till this days.Till when will all this end?I dont KNOW at all.Go on with the flow.Well,some ppl say im arrogant.I do have that looks but come on im not at all,seriously.Im hard to convince btw,well i guess.Pretty hard.Loves every single of my friends even if they hate me to the very last.K enough about me for now...